Pendam

Something that i've been struggling with this month is trust issues.

Enough is enough,

And I am indeed hurt.

Pendam dan iyakan kerana itu lebih baik.

Untuk siapa?

Yang pasti bukan untuk aku.

Mengapa?

Kerana mereka sentiasa benar.

Dan aku,

Sentiasa di jalan yang bukan terpilih.

I won't tell

I won't open up

'How can they know if you won't tell you were hurt by us?'

It's just that your reaction is obvious

and I'm tired

Really tired.

I did, before.

Hardly, it was so hard for someone like me but I did anyway.

I opened up to you, yet you judged me.

I trusted you but you deceived me.

You were sarcastic and narcisstic.

Always.

Some may can fathom you but sorry

I can't.

I'm done and now, you're seeing a new me.

No worries. 

I won't hate any of you.

I forgave you for hurting me but no more

I'll just disappear slowly.

Thank you.